Friday, March 18, 2011

Band

I had a dream about band. Amanda was the section leader and Emily was still in band too. Something had happened before but I don't really remember it. I was riding home in the band bus probably because i lost my ride home. I was sitting across from Amanda and suddently I really wanted to join band again. I was even walking around with my flute hung with a rope down my shoulder like we had our binders hung. I asked to see her binder with all the dots and she gave me such a dirty look like she knew I wanted to come back. She made a huge deal about the name I called her since she was in a relationship on Facebook and her middle name changed or something. I looked at the binder and they were doing their show in total darkness. They were wearing pjs with lingerie inside that you couldn't see but were still lingerie. So I decided nevermind also because Amanda was a bitch and I didn't want to go back with her as section leader. The bus driver was called keisha. Then we got to the school but realized amanda didn't have a gps so the bus couldn't take me home and she said you can walk. and i was like, that's fine, i'll walk.

Suddently I was at the federal credit union. They made me throw things away and call people and I was thinking that I went back to doing the boring administrative stuff like before and even though it had gotten better, now that they had a better intern, I was doing stuff I used to and I considered quitting.

Wow...after typing all of this up, I realized that these two dreams, not including the previous one I can't remember, were all about quitting. I quit band and now I regret. I quit the FCU but that really is a different issue. I should have never started working there.

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